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Thursday, June 12, 2008;1:50 AM Y

it ends here...

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Sunday, April 20, 2008;11:35 PM Y

long tiime didnt log in blogger and update for like mths... it has been inactive for mths... the whole of feb was slacking at hm... den march start workin as telemarketer and promoter... and still continuing the job... had a lot of problems during this few mth oso... lots of thing happened... and its like ii went missing for like so long... couldnt contact me and nt free to go for any gathering... and seldom online... will post on sum important thing happened soon.... by this week...

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Monday, February 18, 2008;12:24 AM Y

24 feb (thu) got back O level result... for L1r4 got 16... for L1r5 got 19.. eligible for jc and poly.. (this is my own comments abt my own result...) the most satisfied result was poa... didnt expect tat will get a A2... few mths b4 O level was struggling wif poa coz N level didnt get gd result and was worried tat this tiime poa fail liiao... sec 3 poa was gd den sec 4 poa drop till fail everytime dun understand the topics den sec 5 was struggling... it was after june den work hard for poa.. keep asking qns till mr pradeep need to stop me.. and the topics tat we study almost all cum out... and for mcq was sum hw like last min study.. mus thank jiing and mr pradeep... and the LCCI lvl 1 de result was oso unexpected de.. coz was quite hard... den eng got C5 was quite gd.. was worried tat will fail eng.. den as for chin was disappointed... tot will get better grade for 2nd try.. and during the intensive ii cried coz realli verii stress over chin.. got the saw grade for prelim.. and saw the worksheets tat mr lim gif us and realli dun noe hw to improve a grade or two in such a short tiime.. and got spent tiime studying chin.. maybe wan to retake chin again coz stubborn dun believe tat will get this grade.. as for fnn was disappointed... coz spent quite a lot of tiime studying for the theory... coursework realli verii important... den for math at first was quite disappointed wen mr chan told me my math grade... den wen mr loke show us the powerpt presentation den feel tat actuali its alreadi a gd grade... at least it was a big jump in the grade... to those sec 4s.. start studying nw... u will find tat tiime nt enough wen the time gets nearer.. nw waiting for the posting... when the posting is out den decide whether wan go poly or nafa.. if its the course tat dun like den go nafa study drama.. coz its my cca for 5 yrs and maybe cn make my childhood dream cum true bah... and after 3 yrs if dun like den will work first after tat go study private skool in the course tat ii want.. and will study LCCI lvl 3 oso.. at least can still work as part time accountants.. nw u hv to choose ur own future path.. it decides wat u will be working as and wat u will becum few yrs down the road... like sophia say do sumthing tat u will nt regret... its ur own future.. if u go into course tat u hv no interest in u will be struggling and u need to work for the job for yrs... b4 working admin was verii interested in business course was aiming to go SP de biz admin.. but couldnt get in coz its cop is 14 pt.. a lot of biz course couldnt get in cop verii low... couldnt get into tourism course oso.. after working in office feel tat office life is nt the kind of life tat ii wan... ii will get sick and tired and bored over it.. so ii change my mind... nw is like dun noe where ii wan to go...

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Sunday, February 17, 2008;11:00 PM Y

its being long time since last update... was busy wif a lot of things... nw currently no work.. end of jan jiu no work le.. got lots of things to update.. =.= this gonna be a long post...

24 dec work till 5pm... after tat went look for christmas present.. took quite long to look for present.. den abt 7 plus went out of taka.. guess wat.. the whole place was full of ppl.. its so crowded and it took us quite long den got to the mrt station..

25 dec went cwp look for present... after tat went raffles city den pass present to wilson and chat wif him... after tat went eat wif jiing... after tat went weiting hs pass her present.. den went sophia hs.. its late le so ii went back.. den jiing went sharon hs alone...

31 dec work half day... den sophia cum orchard look for us.. den we went eat lunch tgt... den took verii long to decide wat to eat.. =.= den eat and chat tgt.. stay there quite long... after tat went back...

after the promoter job which end after christmas.. went to office to work as admin work.. c0z they need ppl there... hmm.. office life was boring.. work in office for like abt 1 mth.. and went orchard till i m scared of g0in tat place liiao.. i cn be the tour guide liiao.. LOL den everyday went office use com do some typing.. den we online and listen 933 oso.. hahax... actuali is can nt use de... if dun hv any music its realli verii bored there... den abt 1 plus went lunch den back office typing again... sumtimes we stay till abt 9 plus... den cum back frm work and was too tired t0 online... c0z in office use com cum back jiu dun feel like usin.. den went slp.. did a lot of shopping too.. after work and on weekends... bought a lot of things too.. jus feel tat working wif the office ladies is different frm working wif the teenager... u get t0 noe a lot of staff and increase ur knowledge and go into shops tat u will nt go in wen shopping and u learn new things abt tat shop too... den everyday after lunch went shop wif the office ladies... actuali our break is 1hr den everytiime spent more than tat... LOL slack abit if nt u will find the tiime pass by verii slow.. den the food eat until sian... =.= scared of drinking tea.. sumtiimes morning will go buy "ah mei" tea to drink.. den in office drink green tea... scared of eating food court de food.. den fast food eat a lot will grow fat.. den restaurant too exp eat more than earn... so onli left food court... dorts...

5 jan (sat) went fuchun pri get scholarship... after tat went eat lunch wif sophia and her mum and sis... sophia treat us worx.. so nan de and so touch... =Xx den afternoon went out wif my 3 sister... we went city hall... den went shop around... den went l00k f0r wilson oso.. he working there... den went pizza hut for dinner.. long tiime didnt eat tgt le.. c0z we busy our own thing like no tiime to meet out.. took sum photos.. ate pizza again.. =.= its a family meal.. yup... after tat continue shop.. went in a lot of gal shop and body shop.. sophia cant tahan the smell but she still pei us stay inside for quite long.. den sum more those gal gal de accessories ask her try she will try worx.. LOL nomally she will gif u tat face and walk out of the shop... and sum times she will force u to go out of the shop.. the main thing is her reaction is opposite of wat she normally will react... quite touch lah... T.T den everytiime go there wan go t0 the esplanade rooftop but always f0r sum reason cant go up.. so this tiime we went up t0 the rooftop but it was raining... stay on the roftop for a while onli.. coz the rain is getting bigger.. den ii wanted t0 take photo... den we take a few photo under the rain... hahax... its quite fun and memorable... the photo skill is also quite gd lah hor.. mus see is who take de mah.. hahax.. =Xx den went to toliet to dry ourself.. guess wat... we took photo in the toliet.. hahax.. inside no ppl mah... den we shuan bian zi lian yi xia.. =Xx

den one of the day after work went to ang mo kio there de coffee shop to eat crab... spend abt $300.. first tiime eat so exp at coffee shop... order 2 small crab, 1 big crab, 1 whole chicken, 1 fish and others... but the food quite nice lah.. there mus reserve place sum more.. sum more the queue verii long oso... =.= den another day after work went eat thai express... teresa treat us c0z wan thank us for helpin her durin christmas... sum of the food quite spicy.. but the food nice...

12 jan (sat) went back skool for cca open hs.. den saw a lot of teacher... had sum chat wif them abt our life and work... saw miss woo oso... den got back LCCI lvl 1 de result... pass wif distinction... happy and surprise.. didnt expect it... den actuali wan go eat lunch wif weili and yonggao and yong jian de.. but den in the end didnt.. tiime nt match... den pei sharon go cut hair... after tat she cum my hs wash hair.. den we went checkpt... went bought clothes.. after tat went cwp... went there lunch wif my 3 sister and sharon and huiyi... after tat sharon went back and we went queensway... went there de ikea to buy cutain coz weiting need it.. it was raining... den we decide to take bus to plaza sing f0r dinner.. LOL its like we r touring around spore.. quite fun.. c0z didnt try b4.. hahax.. cn try this again... LOL den went ps eat mos burger... after tat shop shop.. coz too full.. den went hm le.. long and tired day...

19 jan (sat) went sing wif teresa and step and jiing and sharon... den meet step at cityhall den take bus to chinatown de party world... den sing from abt 11am to 4pm.. 5 hrs of singing.. LOL first time go singing.. hahax.. c0z me seldom sing de mah.. quite fun... gonna go sing again.. but mus train singing skill first lah.. hoho... after tat went to eat frog porridge.. me and jiing didnt eat.. coz we dun dare eat... after tat went shop around... the last tiime went there was sec 2.. after tat went hm.. on the train sumthing happened... see jiing's blog for more infor... a lady wan get seat for her mum but she should ask in a nicer way mah... she point at the signboard and ask another lady to gif the seat to her mum... sum more nt in a nice tone... she verii lame lor... like the train belong to her... =.= den went cwp bought things... cwp was verii crowded lor.. first time saw cwp so crowded... its like u cant even find the escalator... need the security guard to block the way... =.=

20 jan (sun) went bugis wif sophia and jiing... went there shopping... bought a bag for weiting de bday present... the bag is realli verii nice.. den bought clothes... den went there de foodcourt to eat dinner... after eating went shop a while den went back...

26 jan (sat) pei jiing and weiting... they highlight their hair.. so niice.. will highlight my hair oso but nt nw yet... den cut my hair.. verii kuku lor.. LOL den went sophia hs... we went her hs to choose and apply for the JAE tgt... took quite long to choose the course... den went her hs there de coffee shop t0 eat first coz hungry didnt eat lunch.. after tat went weiting hs to apply for the couse and they apply for the JPSAE... c0z need to print den sophia hs no ink liao... but didnt manage to apply lah coz need go back... so we went back apply liao den send to weiting ask her help us print..

2 feb (sat) went bugis again... this tiime is go f0r nafa open hs.. its in between plaza sing and bugis.. after tat went eat lunch... after lunch weiting and sophia they all went shop for their clothes.. den me and jiing went plaza sing to meet her online fren.. the same outcome.. LOL he gif excuse by saying he hven finish his game den went in and like so long ltr den call jiing... =.= den went shop a while.. den wilson cum.. den he treat us eat dessert... after tat his frens cum.. he say wan go buy clothes... den we pei him go look for clothes.. we walk from ps to orchard... he verii werid lor.. buy clothes dun try de and dun like go crowded place to buy... after he bought his clothes... we went back.. den he and wilson continue to shop... we were verii tired c0z walk almost the whole day and went so mani place..

nxt is gonna meet out wif ppl for gathering... working life is realli different frm skool life.... miss skool life..

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Sunday, January 06, 2008;11:09 PM Y

long tiime didnt update blog le.. one mth le.. busy working and no mood update... need to buy a lot of things oso.. money in money out.. =.= anyway its a new yr.. a new starting.. there will be more things t0 experience... more thing t0 learn... and maybe more changes... wo hui hao hao guo... =)

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Thursday, December 06, 2007;9:05 PM Y

this few days went work alone.. den lunch was wif the other promoter and tue was first tiime had lunch wif jiing and weiting.. our shift all different and wont hv chance t0 lunch tgt.. den sat & sun cum back wif weiting.. den need wait f0r her till 10pm c0z ii off at 9.30 mah.. den its like walking alone at orchard hv tat kind of verii verii lonely de feeling.. den mon cum back wif ken and tue bao went orchard and he pei me back and wed cum back wif bao and his sis.. LOL c0z he 10pm off den went tpy wait f0r him.. den weiting nt working.. den his sis last min msg him and she is alreadi at the head of the train waiting f0r him.. den ii was sitting there too.. den bao msg me told me his sis g0in hm wif him too.. den ii did sumthing quite funni lah.. ii went ask her u bao de sis rite.. c0z ii dun noe her name... hahax.. during work was daydreaming most of the tiime and chat wif the other promoters... they r verii friendly.. den t0day ii off.. last nite abt 3am den slp.. slp f0r 12 hr.. hahax.. den use com.. eat.. watch tv.. and its g0in t0 be an0ther day soon.. tml working whole day.. yah.

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Sunday, December 02, 2007;11:41 AM Y

yst work afternoon shift.. went alone but at least there is music t0 accompany me.. hahax.. den was daydreaming most of the tiime.. this qn jus keep appearing in my mind.. chat wif jiing and she is a bit fan oso.. after work wait f0r weiting... den we went hm tgt.. reach hm abt 12 le.. den bath and eat den went slp.. tired and leg pain.. my toe needs plaster.. T.T t0day working afternoon shift.. tml working morning shift.. dun noe if cn wake up anot.. thu on leave... yah.
well. ii m jus a les.. a tomboy.. fine... there is nth ii cn say.. if u r happy wif it jus go ahead and speak bad things abt me behind my back.. if they believe... jus let it be.. they believe u more than me.. and ii got nth to say.. becoz there r ppl tat dun like me and maybe hate me.. wan to spoil my reputation jus go ahead.. ii dun wan t0 care so mani things le.. feeling so emo.. fan.. depressed... if onlii ii could live a happy ever after life... yah.

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